198.5 Woooooot Woooooot Hahoooooooy!
Yesterday I ate home made breadsticks and like 1/4 stick of butter. It was yummy. I felt bad. Thanks to all of you who made me feel better. Today I made broccolli with BUTTER olive oil and garlic and a little parmessan. Better than breadsticks and yummy.
My goal weight is 170. I bought a swim suit top yesterday. I bought a large but need an xl.
My "problem" is a little better but I am still going to get surgery. Exercising is a chore right now. I really wish I enjoyed it more.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Feb. 15
200.8
I am not eating because it hurts to poop. I went to the doctor (really the PA). He said it was a hemeroid but after looking at it he said it was an external polyp. He lanced it anyway even though he said it wouldn't help. Ya like I want a needle and knife put there when it won't help! Helloooooo. So this was on Friday and he said that they were going to refer me to a surgeon. Well today I called my surgeon (who did my colonoscopy and hemeroid surgery) because I am not waiting in pain anymore. OMG. I am not sleeping or eating much. I can't think about anything but the pain. When I see someone all I want to say is that my butt hurts! This isn't a way to live. I hope I don't have cancer. Not sure I can cope with that. So Thursday at 8:45 I am seeing the surgeon. I hope he can do something that will get rid of the pain right away. I can't stand this much longer.
I am not eating because it hurts to poop. I went to the doctor (really the PA). He said it was a hemeroid but after looking at it he said it was an external polyp. He lanced it anyway even though he said it wouldn't help. Ya like I want a needle and knife put there when it won't help! Helloooooo. So this was on Friday and he said that they were going to refer me to a surgeon. Well today I called my surgeon (who did my colonoscopy and hemeroid surgery) because I am not waiting in pain anymore. OMG. I am not sleeping or eating much. I can't think about anything but the pain. When I see someone all I want to say is that my butt hurts! This isn't a way to live. I hope I don't have cancer. Not sure I can cope with that. So Thursday at 8:45 I am seeing the surgeon. I hope he can do something that will get rid of the pain right away. I can't stand this much longer.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Thursday Feb. 10
202.5
Don't read this if you don't like TMI. Cuz this is definately TMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am soooo damn frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My asshole hurts sooooooooooooooooo bad that I think I am going to DIE. I have a hemeroid! A terribly painful hemeroid!. This is my blog where I can write anything so I am writing about my awful awful pain.
I need to find a new Doctor. I think I may have it narrowed down. It is funny listening to everyones opinions because lots of peole love and hate the same docs. I also have my hip/leg problem that is better but not gone and I have to get a colonoscopy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am kind of down today. I hate being in this much pain. I am using ointment. I have tried pushing him back where he belongs. I am ready to cut him out. Not realy. I have already had one hemeroid surgery. UG.
Ok I was doing really well with my roids until this surgery. Fiber doesn' absorb as well and I drink all of that protien so I have been pushing a lot more. I need to go to a doctor. I don't always have such a hard time just when I am between doctors.
OK. I feel better.
Thanks!
Don't read this if you don't like TMI. Cuz this is definately TMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am soooo damn frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My asshole hurts sooooooooooooooooo bad that I think I am going to DIE. I have a hemeroid! A terribly painful hemeroid!. This is my blog where I can write anything so I am writing about my awful awful pain.
I need to find a new Doctor. I think I may have it narrowed down. It is funny listening to everyones opinions because lots of peole love and hate the same docs. I also have my hip/leg problem that is better but not gone and I have to get a colonoscopy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am kind of down today. I hate being in this much pain. I am using ointment. I have tried pushing him back where he belongs. I am ready to cut him out. Not realy. I have already had one hemeroid surgery. UG.
Ok I was doing really well with my roids until this surgery. Fiber doesn' absorb as well and I drink all of that protien so I have been pushing a lot more. I need to go to a doctor. I don't always have such a hard time just when I am between doctors.
OK. I feel better.
Thanks!
Monday, February 7, 2011
Feb. 7 2011
202.9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow! I am down over 90lbs from when I first met with the surgeon for the first time. Today I put on a sweater that my Aunt Pat knitted for me when I was in college! How exciting. Eating is going ok. I could be doing better. I am doing best at not eating too much but I am not doing as well at eating the right things. I try but still get cravings.
PAIN! I have been in pain for so long and I am really affraid to look into it because I don't want a new hip. So I talk a lot about it because I hurt all the time. Well my friend Lori said the word gait (not sur how to spell it) to me one day. Meaning how I walk. That made me think about how I walk a lot sooooo. I mentioned my gait to Nikki one day and she said to walk with my hips. Like heel to toe. Like a runway model. Well you just wouldn't believe what a difference that made. I am not only practising my model walk I am also practising my Hula and belly dancing hip moves. I wasn't using my hip. The pain has gone away by about 50%. The level is the same when it is there but I can't get it to go away quite a bit. That is AMAZING!
Gotta get moving for the day. Talk to ya soon.
Andi
Wow! I am down over 90lbs from when I first met with the surgeon for the first time. Today I put on a sweater that my Aunt Pat knitted for me when I was in college! How exciting. Eating is going ok. I could be doing better. I am doing best at not eating too much but I am not doing as well at eating the right things. I try but still get cravings.
PAIN! I have been in pain for so long and I am really affraid to look into it because I don't want a new hip. So I talk a lot about it because I hurt all the time. Well my friend Lori said the word gait (not sur how to spell it) to me one day. Meaning how I walk. That made me think about how I walk a lot sooooo. I mentioned my gait to Nikki one day and she said to walk with my hips. Like heel to toe. Like a runway model. Well you just wouldn't believe what a difference that made. I am not only practising my model walk I am also practising my Hula and belly dancing hip moves. I wasn't using my hip. The pain has gone away by about 50%. The level is the same when it is there but I can't get it to go away quite a bit. That is AMAZING!
Gotta get moving for the day. Talk to ya soon.
Andi
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