Wednesday August 4

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I haven't been writing because it has just been a hard 10 days. I have been doing well on my diet and I am down like 12 lbs. Hopefully it will be enough. I really miss chewing. I am looking forward to my soft meals once my liquid period is over. I am looking forwar to a scrambled egg and mashed banana. Who knows how I will feel after the surgery.

I go weigh at the doctors office today between 2 and 4 then he will tell me if the surgery is on or not. Blaine has put me on a wrestlers diet. I think he wanted to wrap my in plastic and he said not to swallow my spit. He is so funny. I love my kids so much and can hardly wait to be able to keep up with them.

I am going forward with the hopes of loosing the pain that I have. Excited to move more. Worried that my kids will think that they never have to clean again.

Thank you all for your support. I am sure I will be on tonight to say weather it's on or not.

Andi