I'm not posting my weight because I don't believe it. I think my scale is broken. I have been eating like shit and it says it's at 277. I don't believe it.
Today I ate a protien smoothy then we went to dinner and had fresh spring rolls and a half a siagon crepe and half of the bun.
I hate this.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Thursday May 27
I'm not talking about weight today. Nathan is in Disneyland and I ate 3 Krispy Creams the other day. I will get back on board soon.
So today I was watching the doctors and they were talking about pre marital sex. And I was getting mad because some lady on there was saying that parents are qualified to teach their kids about it because they are not informed. Well I think i am so I was offended. They started talking about rainbow parties and I of course had to google it. So I am not totally informed but I think I am pretty good. I talk to my boys. I am sitting here writing and talking to Lucas who is not answering any of my questions right. He is not having pre marital sex and he won't listen to my rules so if he changes his mind, he is going to be in trouble. Not really cuz he is a very good boy and won't mess up.
Here is where I stand. Expecting your kids to never have premarital sex I think is niave. I do hope for that but won't be crushed if it doesn't happen. These are the rules. NO meaningless sex. No unprotected sex. That is my bottom line.
OK I have to go type Lucas' culture fair paper. Let me know what ya'll think.
So today I was watching the doctors and they were talking about pre marital sex. And I was getting mad because some lady on there was saying that parents are qualified to teach their kids about it because they are not informed. Well I think i am so I was offended. They started talking about rainbow parties and I of course had to google it. So I am not totally informed but I think I am pretty good. I talk to my boys. I am sitting here writing and talking to Lucas who is not answering any of my questions right. He is not having pre marital sex and he won't listen to my rules so if he changes his mind, he is going to be in trouble. Not really cuz he is a very good boy and won't mess up.
Here is where I stand. Expecting your kids to never have premarital sex I think is niave. I do hope for that but won't be crushed if it doesn't happen. These are the rules. NO meaningless sex. No unprotected sex. That is my bottom line.
OK I have to go type Lucas' culture fair paper. Let me know what ya'll think.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Saturday May 22
281.1
I don't feel like bloggings so it probably means that I should even more. It's been a busy week. Blaine had two track meets. My friend had her gastric bypass and Blaine turned 16 BUT!!!!!!! today...... my damn period finally came! I had NO clue it was coming.
Blaine's Tuesday track meet was at South. We hosted it so I got my wonderful little group together to do the discus and shot put. Nathan, and Kyle to the shot put and Brent Lucas and I did the discus. The Oakland Bay coach kept coming up to our coach and complaining about how we were doing things. We had never gotten direction from anyone (well last year Mr. Winn did tell me a little and I had different measurers but who remembers what they did last year.) A mom was over by the shot and she made Nathan so mad that he thrust his note pad at her and asked her if she wanted to do it. He said that he was NEVER volunteering again. That really made me mad that someone pissed him off that bad. Later I found out that I could have kicked her off the field cuz she wasn't suppose to be there. OK Thursday's track meet was really exciting. Blaine broke a John Sedgwick record from 1986 and he is the new state record of 167 feet. It is soo exciting! I keep checking athletic.net to see if it is updated but it is not yet.
My friend's gastric bypass was successful but they had to open her up and she was hoping that wouldn't be necessary and the surgery took 6 hours. I am not expecting mine to take as long. She had had a horrible car accident years ago which caused scar tissue and I think that had a lot to do with the scar tiussue. I have never been opened up so I don't expect to find any. She is doing well today and have taken her off IVs and she is taking things orally. I will probably go see her Monday.
Friday well lets back up. Thursday, Eli came and Emma and Kyle stayed the night. Friday, I took Emma and Kyle to school, picked Blaine up, got coffe at Starbucks and took Eli to school. Then Blaine and I went to Bremerton to get his photo taken and pay for his drivers license! He is now 16. We went to Amy's for lunch and took him back to school. Nathan and I went to Costco and got food for Blaine's party. I came home, made a watermelon fruit basket, cut up a pineapple and added grapes. Everyone came over. Nathan got 4 pizzas from Costco. We had a good time. Today, I am exhausted.
I will be back in a few days. I got a couple of names of really good surgery blogs. One is theworldaccordingtoeggface.
I don't feel like bloggings so it probably means that I should even more. It's been a busy week. Blaine had two track meets. My friend had her gastric bypass and Blaine turned 16 BUT!!!!!!! today...... my damn period finally came! I had NO clue it was coming.
Blaine's Tuesday track meet was at South. We hosted it so I got my wonderful little group together to do the discus and shot put. Nathan, and Kyle to the shot put and Brent Lucas and I did the discus. The Oakland Bay coach kept coming up to our coach and complaining about how we were doing things. We had never gotten direction from anyone (well last year Mr. Winn did tell me a little and I had different measurers but who remembers what they did last year.) A mom was over by the shot and she made Nathan so mad that he thrust his note pad at her and asked her if she wanted to do it. He said that he was NEVER volunteering again. That really made me mad that someone pissed him off that bad. Later I found out that I could have kicked her off the field cuz she wasn't suppose to be there. OK Thursday's track meet was really exciting. Blaine broke a John Sedgwick record from 1986 and he is the new state record of 167 feet. It is soo exciting! I keep checking athletic.net to see if it is updated but it is not yet.
My friend's gastric bypass was successful but they had to open her up and she was hoping that wouldn't be necessary and the surgery took 6 hours. I am not expecting mine to take as long. She had had a horrible car accident years ago which caused scar tissue and I think that had a lot to do with the scar tiussue. I have never been opened up so I don't expect to find any. She is doing well today and have taken her off IVs and she is taking things orally. I will probably go see her Monday.
Friday well lets back up. Thursday, Eli came and Emma and Kyle stayed the night. Friday, I took Emma and Kyle to school, picked Blaine up, got coffe at Starbucks and took Eli to school. Then Blaine and I went to Bremerton to get his photo taken and pay for his drivers license! He is now 16. We went to Amy's for lunch and took him back to school. Nathan and I went to Costco and got food for Blaine's party. I came home, made a watermelon fruit basket, cut up a pineapple and added grapes. Everyone came over. Nathan got 4 pizzas from Costco. We had a good time. Today, I am exhausted.
I will be back in a few days. I got a couple of names of really good surgery blogs. One is theworldaccordingtoeggface.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Tuesday May 18 (30th anniversary of Mt. St Helen's)
279.7
I am still doing my hypnosis. The basis of the weightloss in this program is to eat what you want but eat only half. Some days I eat healthy like a protien shake and I eat the whole thing because I need it. Other days I eat what I want and I can eat half. I made an omlette this morning with smoked salmon and brie! I really wanted to eat it ALL. I cut it in half before I started eating. I ate half and I enjoyed it. I slowed down and enjoyed every bite.
I am still trying to stay away from sugar and salt. I found myself eating more salt and it didn't affect me that badly as far as the swelling goes but as soon as I ate some sugar POOF! I blew up like a marshmallow, so I am really trying to not eat sugar and to eat less salt. My taste buds are changing. My friends gastric by pass is surgery is this Friday and i don't know when or if mine will ever happen. I know I am doing well and I am so happy for her that she can do this and she will feel so much better but I think it's going to be hard to just watch the pounds drop off. Maybe it will be more of an incentive!!! Yes yes yes. Go friend! I love you.
Today is Blaine's track meet. I so love to watch him throw.
How can I get Jillian to read my blog?
I am still doing my hypnosis. The basis of the weightloss in this program is to eat what you want but eat only half. Some days I eat healthy like a protien shake and I eat the whole thing because I need it. Other days I eat what I want and I can eat half. I made an omlette this morning with smoked salmon and brie! I really wanted to eat it ALL. I cut it in half before I started eating. I ate half and I enjoyed it. I slowed down and enjoyed every bite.
I am still trying to stay away from sugar and salt. I found myself eating more salt and it didn't affect me that badly as far as the swelling goes but as soon as I ate some sugar POOF! I blew up like a marshmallow, so I am really trying to not eat sugar and to eat less salt. My taste buds are changing. My friends gastric by pass is surgery is this Friday and i don't know when or if mine will ever happen. I know I am doing well and I am so happy for her that she can do this and she will feel so much better but I think it's going to be hard to just watch the pounds drop off. Maybe it will be more of an incentive!!! Yes yes yes. Go friend! I love you.
Today is Blaine's track meet. I so love to watch him throw.
How can I get Jillian to read my blog?
Monday, May 17, 2010
Monday May 17
280.4
All I did yesterday was EAT. Thank you Elsie. It was soooo good.
Today I am very frustrated because I don't know Gods plan for me as far as this weightloss and this surgery goes. I got the scope like the doctor wanted then I met with the PA and she said that everything should go ahead. I have to lose 30 lbs which I am working on. I called a couple of weeks ago and the office had done nothing with the insurance but she would call me Monday or Tuesday and let me know what the insurance requirements are. That was a couple of weeks ago. It straight up pisses me off. I hate having to hound them. If I didn't pay my bill they wouldn't hound me they would send me to collections.
I still need Jillian to come exercise with me. I don't want her but I need her.
I wonder if this insurance dragging is God telling me there is another way. If there is God, Please tell me what it is SOON!
See ya tomorrow.
All I did yesterday was EAT. Thank you Elsie. It was soooo good.
Today I am very frustrated because I don't know Gods plan for me as far as this weightloss and this surgery goes. I got the scope like the doctor wanted then I met with the PA and she said that everything should go ahead. I have to lose 30 lbs which I am working on. I called a couple of weeks ago and the office had done nothing with the insurance but she would call me Monday or Tuesday and let me know what the insurance requirements are. That was a couple of weeks ago. It straight up pisses me off. I hate having to hound them. If I didn't pay my bill they wouldn't hound me they would send me to collections.
I still need Jillian to come exercise with me. I don't want her but I need her.
I wonder if this insurance dragging is God telling me there is another way. If there is God, Please tell me what it is SOON!
See ya tomorrow.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Sunday May 16
279.9
I slept like a ROCK last night. Probably because Blaine walks a million miles and minute and doesn't slow down just because his mom is fat and slow. We got up, rode the ferry to Seattle, walked up a desent grade to Pike place where we met Elsie. We first met Elsie when Mark and I were at WSU in 1985. I haven't seen her in 13 years. It was a great day. You know those kind of people that your can talk to once a year and not see for decades and then act like you had just seen them yesterday when you get together? That is how we are. I figure I burned off most of what I ate yesterday. I had a Hum Bow, then Elsie cooked some fish curry (with fresh yummy salmon) then they took us to Anthoney's. I ate the whole hum bow, picked at the salmon because it was getting to late for lunch and ate 1/2 of my crab cake for dinner. This morning I ate the other crab cake for breakfast and had some fish curry. My downfall still is this damn carmel corn that Lucas makes. I LOVE IT! I still have to get into this exercise thing because I am not motivated. Loosing weight would be a lot easier if I exercised but it HURTS.
Still listening to the hypnosis. If nothing else, I feel great when I come out.
I slept like a ROCK last night. Probably because Blaine walks a million miles and minute and doesn't slow down just because his mom is fat and slow. We got up, rode the ferry to Seattle, walked up a desent grade to Pike place where we met Elsie. We first met Elsie when Mark and I were at WSU in 1985. I haven't seen her in 13 years. It was a great day. You know those kind of people that your can talk to once a year and not see for decades and then act like you had just seen them yesterday when you get together? That is how we are. I figure I burned off most of what I ate yesterday. I had a Hum Bow, then Elsie cooked some fish curry (with fresh yummy salmon) then they took us to Anthoney's. I ate the whole hum bow, picked at the salmon because it was getting to late for lunch and ate 1/2 of my crab cake for dinner. This morning I ate the other crab cake for breakfast and had some fish curry. My downfall still is this damn carmel corn that Lucas makes. I LOVE IT! I still have to get into this exercise thing because I am not motivated. Loosing weight would be a lot easier if I exercised but it HURTS.
Still listening to the hypnosis. If nothing else, I feel great when I come out.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Friday May 14
279.4 Again!
It seems like I spend the whole week re losing the weight I gained on the weekend. I need to try to be good this week end.
We got our half a side of beef yesterday.
I can't think of anything to say. Oh MY GOSH!!!!! It's a miricle. I can't believe I am out of words. OK, phew, it only lasted a minute.
I need to exercise. I don't want to exercise. I sweat really really badly and I hate it. The only exercises I can do is swim or ride my bike. I have NO motiviation. This is what I need Jillian for. I think I am ok, not great but ok when it comes to food. I am back on track with the sugar and kinda ok with salt. I just can't get motiviated to exercise. Nathan is driving me crazy right now. He wants me to stop blogging a go put hotdogs on the BBQ. Arggggg.
OK, someone get Jillian or Bob (I'd rather have Bob) come exercise with me so I can get moving a little faster. Gotta go grill those gross dogs!
It seems like I spend the whole week re losing the weight I gained on the weekend. I need to try to be good this week end.
We got our half a side of beef yesterday.
I can't think of anything to say. Oh MY GOSH!!!!! It's a miricle. I can't believe I am out of words. OK, phew, it only lasted a minute.
I need to exercise. I don't want to exercise. I sweat really really badly and I hate it. The only exercises I can do is swim or ride my bike. I have NO motiviation. This is what I need Jillian for. I think I am ok, not great but ok when it comes to food. I am back on track with the sugar and kinda ok with salt. I just can't get motiviated to exercise. Nathan is driving me crazy right now. He wants me to stop blogging a go put hotdogs on the BBQ. Arggggg.
OK, someone get Jillian or Bob (I'd rather have Bob) come exercise with me so I can get moving a little faster. Gotta go grill those gross dogs!
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