Saturday, June 5, 2010

Saturday June 5

Not sure

I have not been writing cuz I have been busy eating. LOL Not really LOL but I have been eating a lot. Sugar and salt are back. I just don't understand why, when I know I feel better when I don't eat these things, I continue to eat them. I also have been drinking. I LOVE TO DRINK! I hate the way I feel afterward. Again! Why do I do things that hurt. I have pain when I don't eat and I can't stand that pain but I surely can handle a hang over or the results of being morbidly obese. These are the things I really have to get a grip on so that when I have the surgery that I don't gain the weight back.

On Tuesday the surgeons office called and said that the insurance called and said that they need a 5 year weight history by 4 PM central time on Wednesday. WHAT a CROCK of SHIT! I have been sitting around waiting for something to happen for over a month and all of a sudden they need this info by tomorrow! Well, I think it's a ploy to turn you down. Well, I got the damn weight history to the surgeon and she got it to the insurance. HA to the MAN!

So for Mother's Day I got boxing gloves with sparing pads. Not used them even once! Eli has used them more than I have. But this week I walking poles. I used them today to walk up our dirt road. I got my heart rate up and sweated like crazy. That is good. The pain isn't there. I don't know the difference but there is a huge one.

Hopefully I am back. I need to eat better and exercise at the same time.

1 comment:

  1. Getting it all together is the hard part. I can usually get one of the three things I need to do. Since you have your walking poles, we should get out and explore!!!!

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