Wedneday June 9

281.5

My poles are great. Our friends have a discgolf course and it is semi hilly. Eli, Jeanne, Devon, Isabelle and I walked a good portion of it yesterday and I did great. Today I am sore but that's ok. Today Eli wanted to go on a walk but it was raining so he asked if we could go swim in Ann's pool. Eli knows that Ann's pool is bath tub temperature so we can go in the rain. Nathan went with us and it was a blast. We are getting him comfortable with getting his face in the water. He really doesn't like it. My back hurts but the water was the best place for me today. Thanks Ann!

I am doing ok with the sugars. Well better than I am with salts. Someone left a piece of banana muffin next to the computer this morning and it went really well with my coffee. Then for breakfast I had a protien shake with 2 scoops of powder and a banana. Nachos for lunch.

Haven't heard from the surgeon or the insurance. I did hang up on a witheld call on my cell but they need to not be with held or get to the damn phone right away. I think I am starting menopause. Maybe, who knows. I will let you know when it is over. I just feel crazy. My add is bad right now. I can't focus on simple conversations and it frustrates me. I am sure it frustrates those around me. At least once my weight drops my blood pressure should go down and then I can get my meds again.

I am eating a couple of bites of one of those fruit juice bars that I could barely choke down awhile ago becaue it was so sweet. I am having no problem. NOT A GOOD THING! It's orange instead of strawberry but still. Eli is sitting on the toilet making shooting noices. My kids use to sing.