Sunday April 25

282.6 This weekend was a challenge. Friday night I went to a party and chose to drink and when I drink, I drink too much. I had margaritas which were lovely but after that I had B52's which were oh so yummy but that definately broke my sugar rule and I felt like shit yesterday. I will probably drink a couple of more times before my surgery but not too much and I can't afterward because I believe my liver just won't be able to handle it and I am doing the surgery in order to live and drinking is just going to kill me. Yesterday we went to Devon and Isabelle's 2nd and 1st birthday party and I had a cupcake. It was soooo delicious. Jeanne makes them from scratch and the frosting. I really enjoyed it. I also had pizza which breaks my salt rule. They also had homemade carmels that Jeanne's dad makes. I avoided them because I do not feel that I could eat just one. Her dad said the healthiest think in the carmel is the vanilla. Jeanne had plenty of fruits and a nice salad and I did enjoy those. Friday night I had a soft taco with chicken. I am back on track today. Jeanne sent us home with 2 pizzas. I can feed the boys that and focus my cooking on me. Yesterday I saw an informercial on weightloss hypnosis programs. I really want to buy it. I am totally into hypnosis. I would have done the one in Bellevue but I am paranoid about driving to Bellevue. OK so I may order it. I can use all the help I can get right now. Have a good week. Andi