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So here is a big problem for me. I feel that some foods that I really love will be out of my food choices for the rest of my life so in my head now is the time to be eating them. How can I eat them and still lose weight? This is really backwards thinking and I know I have to take care of this mixed up thought process. I am not really acting on it too much. I think the PMS insanity is having something to do with it because I didn't do this at all last week. This week I have already had my popcorn and now I want to go have all you can eat fish and chips at Amy's to celebrate their 4th anniversary. I love fish and chips. Oh I am so PMS.
On a more positive note I am finding it easier (not a piece of cake but easier) fixing my family food that they want but I can not eat. Today Nathan wanted hash browns and as long as I drank my protien drink before or during the cooking I was fine. I love to cook and I was fliping the hasbrowns with the whole pan. It was fun. Life isn't just about eating.
Did I say that I ordered the hypnosis cds yesterday? I did. I am excited. I hope the voice is easy to listen to.
Tonight is a busy night. Nathan is at OC with car #2 until 7:30. Blaine has track then honor society and Lucas has a baseball game at Eastern.
I am really working on the eating aspect of life right now but I know I have to start exercising. I need bike riding partners. Walking is just too painful.
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