Thursday, June 30, 2011

Thursday June 30

179.7

I may have to change this from my weightloss blog to my soberity blog. Last Saturday night was my last drink. I went out and had a great time but spent over $150 that we don't have. I have NO control. I black out all the time and I am drinking everyday. I checked into inpatient re hab but the insurance won't cover it. So I checked into intensive out patient. That is not for me. Soooooooo I called the insurance and they said that I can see a private chemical dependancy counselor. So that is what I am going to do. I went to my Dr. the other day and she prescribed me valium to get through withdrawls and another drug to take in a couple of weeks that helps with cravings. I feel good. It's nice to not have that shakey irritable feeling in the evening. More later.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Monday June 20

182.3

I got down to 180 but there have been too many graduation parties. Today I am at 182.3. I made a promise 4 years ago to a kid (who just graduated from highschool) that if I lost at least 100 lbs. that he could shave my head. So sometime this month I will be bald for a day or two. My hair grows very fast. My eating is going ok. I need to exercise more and eat more veggies. Nathan just graduated from high school and that was an emotional time. It went fabulously. We are so proud of him.