Thursday, June 30, 2011

Thursday June 30

179.7

I may have to change this from my weightloss blog to my soberity blog. Last Saturday night was my last drink. I went out and had a great time but spent over $150 that we don't have. I have NO control. I black out all the time and I am drinking everyday. I checked into inpatient re hab but the insurance won't cover it. So I checked into intensive out patient. That is not for me. Soooooooo I called the insurance and they said that I can see a private chemical dependancy counselor. So that is what I am going to do. I went to my Dr. the other day and she prescribed me valium to get through withdrawls and another drug to take in a couple of weeks that helps with cravings. I feel good. It's nice to not have that shakey irritable feeling in the evening. More later.

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